Monday, May 2, 2011

3 months old!!

I really don't know where the last 2 months went. Everyday I would say to myself I need to get on the computer and blog....but I was so tired and so busy I never got there. But I am here now....

Julia is now 3 months old!! She weighs 10lbs 8 oz and is doing great! She is so beautiful and I am so in love. I am not sure I can even explain the love I have for her - for those of you who have little ones know what I mean. I could just stare at her forever. She is smiling a ton and is making lots of baby noises. She is so so close to really laughing, it is adorable!!

My fav time with her is bedtime, after I feed her I rock her until she is sleepy and I whisper to her...sometimes it is my hopes and dreams for her, other times I tell her about Jackson. I am so excited for all that is to come, but I am taking the time to enjoy each and every day with her.

A few people have already jokingly asked when are you having another baby. I think people forget how hard it was to get here for us - we weren't one of the lucky ones who can just get and stay pregnant...we lost a son, had two early losses and then we were lucky enough to get and stay pregnant with Julia - and then we were blessed with a living baby who we got to take home. I am in no rush to have another baby - I want to enjoy every single second with Julia. I want to soak in every moment I can with her. I feel so lucky to have her here I am not in a rush to try again...who knows if we will even try again. Right now Jackson and Julia are enough for me.


  1. Beautiful photos and lovely words to go with it! Well done for focusing on what you have and remembering what you have also lost.

  2. She is such a cutie ;O) Sending you ((HUGS))

  3. You will know in your heart if and when you are ready. And that is all that matters. And frankly if she has a temper like we did you may never want to :)

    Love Aunt Michelle